Dear Bitches in High School.

I just want you to know that before it became “hot” to play video games, cosplay, write/read fan fiction, watch anime, I was the (totally unhot) girl you made fun of for liking all the things you now pretend to like. I was silently playing Pokemon, while you called me a dirty lesbian. At one time, I even tried-to no avail, to fit in. Maybe if I wear expensive clothing you’ll like me. Maybe if I wear a ton of make-up, you’ll like me. Maybe if I pretend to like Laguna Beach you’ll like me. Of course, I was wrong. Underneath all that desire to fit in, was the same girl who grew up on Sailor Moon, and who cried at the end of Kingdom Hearts. You never accepted me. 

 After all of that I decided, “you know what? Fuck them! I’m happier when I’m me.” So I entered high school. Enduring your hate and trying my best to enjoy the 4 years of high school in spite of you.

Now, for the first time in my life, Geek is mainstream. I can stop liking anime in secret. Wear my Portal 2 shirt with pride. Then you come along and see a perfect opportunity to garner more attention. Since you spent more time being catty and tanning, you forgot to work on actually having a personality. So now you are buying Sailor Moon shirts in bulk and reciting Wikipedia verbatim and the dumb boys are lapping it up. 

Because of you, if I want anyone taking me seriously, I have to take a “Geek test” to prove that I actually like the things I say I like. Sure, I get mad at what you’ve done to ensure that women don’t get treated equally. I think any female in my position has experienced anger towards you. But now, it’s my turn to laugh. You’re the pretender. But I won’t, instead I am going to pity you. I stayed true to myself, in spite of you. I’m happy; you’re not. 

I will say this though: you can kiss my ass. You didn’t break me. I’m fucking happy.

(Ps- sorry if this makes no sense. I’ve been drinking and I’m angry)

tagged as: gaming. gamer girl. drinking. drunk rant. IM ANGRY. high school. fucking bitches. personal.

  1. lonelywinterlotus reblogged this from legendofmandar
  2. smallpoxjenkins said: Nope, it makes perfect sense. I can spot a fake geek from miles away.
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